The rush of adrenaline, I was so excited. My leg hold was, not to brag, but it was good, I squeezed my abs and I made my legs reach. My timing was finally right. My body finally matched with the music, just going along. Chaine. And blank, my brain just stopped, I tried so desperately not to stand there but to keep going, my body frantic to move, frantic to listen to the music. Just to remember. I would have done anything in that moment, anything, just to remember. But I couldn’t, all I could do was feel the tears well up as my body struggled to keep going. I told myself I couldn’t stop and I just had to keep going, but I could feel it my face, filled with fear, and the moments when I just stopped and stood there. That was the scariest moment of my life, my brain was rushing at 100 miles per hour, time just going by so slowly, and my body being rejected from any memory. I had the whole stage to myself and It was scary, I know that I just have to practice more, but now I’m scared to go back. I was so disappointed in myself, I tried so hard, and maybe I should have worked harder, but ultimately, the feeling of fear is beyond any other feeling. I just wanted to run off and never be there on stage again, it was so, scary.